Hi girls,
spring is here in Australia, winter gone again for another year.

I've been invited to a party in November, my ex-girlfriend is going to be attending aswell and personally I want to look way better than her. which wouldn't take much as she is obese and I am not been a bitch by that she is 155cm tall and weighs 223kg/491.63lbs. When we were dating I sometimes went with her to her doctor appointments, her doctor was getting really desperate about her losing weight that's how bad it was getting... my ex never really took what the doctor was saying seriously.

She got really angry when I agreed with her doctor over her (I didn't call her fat or anything like that I just told her I was generally scared of losing her to health complications caused by her disorder) she couldn't understand why we were both worried about her weight. its funny thinking about it we were complete polar opposites she was short/fat and I was average height/"healthy" weight in comparison the one thing we both had in common was our eds she ate too much and I ate restrictively/too little.

but anyway I've strayed pretty far away from the point which is by November:

• I want to weight less than 60kg/132.27lbs
• I would like my waist to be smaller.
• I want to see a gap between my thighs
• I want to see my ribs fully again before home cooked Italian meals were introduced to me

In relation to my ex-girlfriend I never want to go back there ever. seriously she is the definition of  crazy ass Bitch. I've met some far from sane people in my life, out of all of them she is diffidently at the top of the ladder for crazy. I'll tell you the full story another time its way to big and complicated to put into words at the moment.

My Intake this week 

12th September

total intake - 394cals

burned - 28km run, 1488cals (over did it)

left over - minus 1590cals

13th September

total intake - 617cals

burned - 2 hour walk,722cals

left over - minus 105cals

14th September

total intake:867cals

burned:2 hour walk.722cals

left over:145cals

 

15th September

total intake:711cals

burned: 10km jog,722cals

left over:minus 11

16th September

total intake:765cals

burned:3 hour walk,1083cals

left over:minus 318cals

17th September

total intake:683cals

burned:2 hour jog,868cals

left over:minus 185cals

I have to say I am pretty surprised that there are 10 of you now, I never really thought when I started this that any one would ever sit down and read my ramblings, Thank you for all your support and your comments :]
                    lots of love,
                                    Anna<3

kind of amused

I was sick last week so I didn't have the energy to go on here and make a post for you guys.

Today was an exhausting day I've never felt so tired in my life but it was a lovely day I enjoyed catching up with the girls.. I wasn't at uni most of last week so I missed a bunch of things but I think I'm up to speed with almost everything. which I thank my close freind De for :], she kept me up to speed with everything I missed last week so all I have to finish off is a portfolio for one of my lectures. I had around 600cals today and that's really there is to say about today :]

I find it amusing that someone out there has created a facebook account with the same name as this blog xD. I just want to say that's she's not me encase your wondering. I don't mind that she created an account with this name its just I want to make it clear we are two different people that's all[same goes for all the other facebook accounts/groups/pages/likes and any other website sharing this name]. I do have a fb account but that's under my real name, I wont give that away due to privacy issues but I do have an email account for this blog if you ever want to ask a question or talk :] which is ana_pandora@hotmail.com.au feel free to message me  sometime.

I will be making a body of posts for you guys in order to keep this blog afloat while I'm dealing with work and other things in my life.

Lots of Love,
                     Anna<3

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@QraZee: Sorry for the late reply, its good to meet another lover of rain ^__^, male friends are cool but female friends are easier to talk to about girl stuff xD

a little bit busy

Sorry I haven't been posting recently, I'm just a tad bit caught up in a lot things at the moment and don't really have the time to post as often as I once did.

 
I'm currently back at uni continuing my 2nd semester of fashion  design,  I'm in my 2nd year of study so its a bit hands on. The other second years and myself are still in the process of organising our fashion parade for the end of year. I don't know if I've mentioned it or not but our theme is "Punk Cabaret" (a combination of burlesque and punk) we have to design and construct 4 outfits which consists of one show stopper and 3 full outfits. On top of that we have to so a lot of organising which consists of fund raising, sorting out models, make up/hair, finding a place to have the parade. food/drinks, music/performers/lighting and staging/seating for the parade. We are about half way through sorting out most of these things we only have left music,catering, fund raising, models and make up/hair.

I'm also currently in the processes of applying to do costume design at one of two performing arts academy's in Australia which is keeping me on my toes. I have to construct a portfolio consisting of everything I've done over the last couple of years from garments to costumes to beading/jewellery pieces to millinery work and design processes I've gone through to create each piece. Along with two 500 word essays on why I would like to study costume design and the other one on my own opinion on costumes of a recent theatre production. If I get through all that I have to go in for a panel interview with two interviewers (I hate interviews <.<). I'm going up against at least 2000 other applicants there are only 10 places at most in this course >_< but it would be so much fun if they accept me :]

other than all this my ex girlfriend is giving me a lot of trouble at the moment but I wont go in to details all you really need to know is, she is not exactly mentally sound. Ill leave that conversation for another time because I don't have the time to go into detail about the whole relationship/break up but she has helped me to work out who my real friends are during all this bs and for that I am greatful for.

I have eaten about 500-600cals today worked most it off visiting my possible future career path today with my mate K. The art academy was holding an open day today so we both met up in the city and explored the canvas together, had a lot of fun the lectures and students are really nice and helpful ^__^.

That's pretty much everything, now to get back to my homework xD I just really wanted to let you know that I havent forgottern you guys I'm just a tad bit busy at the moment ill try and post at least once a week if not once every two weeks <3
 

 I hope you all had a good weekend~!!

               lots of love,

                                                                                                     Anna<3

I like the rain :]

Its official I have a cold <.<  I wanted to see Mika today but I cant because I now have a cold so no visit for me this week... which is okay, I wouldn't want her to get sicker because of me.. but my other Friend L gave her a kiss and a hug from me ^__^ just wish I could give it to her in person...

I spent yesterday playing video games and watching movies with my male Friend Ry he is such a sweetie, a rare gem of the male gender.. too bad he doesn't swing my way xD finished re-reading Harry potter and the philosopher stone after Ry went home chambers here I come ^__^.

I spent today out shopping with L it was nice catching up with her and hearing how Mika is, a little update on Mika she has lost almost all her hair due to the chemo but she is still as cheerful and bright as ever according to L which is good to hear :)  

My Intake

Tuesday

Breakfast:

nothing

Lunch:

small portion of four cheeses pasta- 92.1cals

Afternoon snack:

2 crackers with cheese- 120cals

Dinner:

chicken wrap-293cals

Total: 505cals

Burned:

just under 2hour walk-533cals

Left over: minus 28cals

Today

Breakfast:

nothing

Lunch:

nothing

Afternoon snack:

katsu chicken sushi-325cals

diet coke-ocals

Dinner:

chicken wrap-293cals

orange juice-110cals

Total:728cals

Burned:

2 hour walk-710cals

Left over:18cals

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@S.- thanks for the suggestion, I do like cooking, I think they might like that ill have to suggest that to my parents next time :] xxx

Thanks for reading,

                       Lots of love Anna<3

Living in a Harry potter bubble

I pretty much spent Thursday and Friday in what can only be described as living in a Harry Potter bubble xD. I spent both those days reading and watching Harry Potter related things on the internet such as:

-J.K. Rowling and Trios speech from the UK premier (my freind and I fell asleep so we missed the final part of the primer)

-Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2' Press Conference London (very entertaining)

Among other things (mugglenet, J.K.Rowling official site, etc...).I cant wait for pottermore to come out already :].

I spent Thursday afternoon reading Harry potter and the Philosopher stone, I plan to re-read all the books now that the film saga is over. Friday I finished watching BBC Robin Hood, the ending is so sad... and today I spent the morning playing Fallout 3 and then the afternoon watching Durarara!!. which to say the least is another crazy but interesting Anime with a very intriguing story and some funny overly exaggerated character to go along with it ^__^.

My Intake

Thursday

Breakfast:

2minute noodles chicken-278cals

Lunch:

nothing

Dinner:

 mask potatoes-111cals

orange juice-110cals

Total: 499cals

Burned:

just over a hour long run-710cals

Left over: minus 210cals

Friday

Breakfast:

2minute noodles chicken-

Lunch:

nothing

Dinner:

2 small chicken Kievs-

Total:399cals 

Burned:

light 2 hour walk-366csld

Left over: minus 33cals

Saturday

Breakfast:

weet bix and milk-364cals

Lunch:

 a Fuji apple-80cals

Afternoon snack:

2 Oreo biscuits-120cals

Dinner:

a chicken drumstick-140cals

2 hash browns-195cals

small glass of coke-70cals

Total: 969cals

Burned:

brisk 2 hour walk-710cals

Left over:259cals

thanks for reading,
                  lots of love Anna<3 

I have internet ^__^

Hi guys, sorry for the lack of posts this week, the land line was down in our area for what ever reason which meant no internet for a week while they fixed the problem but it is back and running now :)

Tuesday I spent the day cleaning out my work room which is a very big job I have been dreading to do every since the begin of the holidays. It really was one huge mess of fabric, card, paint and everything else you can think of that can land on the floor or all over tables/chairs/etc.. While I was sorting through said mess I heard a really loud screeching sound from the front of my house. you can probably guess what happened, two cars had hit each other going round the round about next to our house. so I told my dad and he checked then went an called the police. the people are okay but the cars are both total wreaks. a lot of people speed up coming pass our house so it was bound to happen at one point or another but its quite lucky that no other car got involved in the accident, as one of the cars was completely blocking the road...

Tuesday Intake

Breakfast:

nothing

Lunch:

roll with meat- 219cal

lemonade-110cals

Afternoon snack:

2 minute noodles-278cals

half a diet coke-0cals

Dinner:

4 party pies-232cals

1 small sausage roll-260cals

half a diet coke-0

Total: 1099cals

Burned:

cleaning-2183cals

2 hour walk-710cals

Left over: minus 1746cals

Wednesday again was spent cleaning up the work room as yea got a little off track after the accident...  My best male freind B came by for a visit I've missed hanging out with him so much, the last time we saw each other was three months ago. It was nice that he came round to see me he missed me two, we chatted and played video games for most of the afternoon :]

Wednesday Intake

Breakfast:

nothing

Lunch: 

burger with cheese onion tomato sauce white bread-394cal

orange juice-110cals

Dinner:

home made mash potatoes-111cals

glass of coke-70cals

Total:686cals

Burned:

cleaning-640cals

2 hour walk-710cals

Left over: minus 664cals

Thursday I was shifting through a box of art books I found yesterday at the back of the work room, it was quite interesting to find that I still had art books from when I was 6 years old. God those drawings were so awful comparing to what you thought of them as a child xD it was nice looking back thought all the art books and seeing how far Ive come drawing wise.

 

 Thursday Intake

Breakfast:

2minute noodles-

glass of oj-

Lunch: 

small portion of chicken Kiev-

wedges-

glass of oj-

Dinner:

4 slices of pizza-

glass of coke-

Total: 1687cals

Burned:

4 hour walk - 1431cals

Left over: 254cals

Friday was my older brothers 29th birthday so he had a couple of mates over and we had a fish and chips with chocolate cake for dessert. I made my sibling a card with a chocobo from Final fantasy series on it and bought him some new business shirts for his work. after that my freind S came round with her laptop and wireless adaptor so we could geek out and watch the Harry potter premier live on youtube xD yea we are cool like that :3

Friday Intake

Breakfast:

nothing

Lunch:

left over pizza-786cals

Afternoon snack:

large hot chocolate-210cals

Dinner:

chicken wrap-293cals

Total: 1289ca;s

Burned:

3 hour walk-1065cals

Left over:224cals

Saturday I went out for coffee with my aunty, her mother and her two girls. It was a nice occasion her little girls are spoiled rotten the oldest. G who is 10 kept interrupting conversions at the table and asking for a mobile phone every couple of minutes. My aunty had enough so she went and bought her one. only to be asked in Sanity (music and DVD store) could she have these two Justin brier cds at $40aud. seriously her mum just spent $94aud on a phone now she wants cds. the little one wasn't much better but all she really wanted was ice-cream as little kids do, overall it was a nice afternoon

Saturday Intake

Breakfast:

nothing

Lunch:

small portion of chips-120cals

Dinner:

2 chicken kebabs-225cals

glass of oj-110cals

Total: 455cals

Burned:

3 hour walk- 1065cals

Left over: minus 610cals 

Sunday was spent catching up on facebook, blogs and other places of the internet until midday which is when my family went down to my aunt's for lunch. spent the rest of the afternoon playing with my little cousins and watching some movie I don't know the name of with my older cousins that had a lot of mindless destruction and blood a lot of blood.

 Sunday Intake

Breakfast:

nothing

Lunch: 

2 hamburger patties-280cals

2 slices of multigrain bread-220cals

a slice of cheese-113cals

red onions-15cals

tomato sauce-15cals

Dinner:

small portion of roast chicken-120cals

2 hashbrowns-260cals

glass of oj-110cals

Total:  1254cals

Burned:

playing with kids-323cals

2 hour walk-710cals

Left over:221cals

  

lots of love,

                   Anna<3

First Week of Mid-year Break

Monday Tuesday I was sick with a cold so I slept most the time, Wednesday I was still a bit ill but was well enough to go to a mate’s birthday party and dance the night away. Thursday was spent cleaning up my room and putting things I no longer want into bags for the op shop (I think the U.S call it a good will store?). Friday was spent getting measurements and taking notes on a dress for an above healthy weight women. Saturday was spent playing fallout 3 and cleaning up the front room from when my mates slept over last weekend :p

Sunday I went to a Baptism, first time I've been to mass in just over two years, my family was late cause it was in the middle of nowhere, in some hall at the back of a private school. one of the helpers stopped me on the way in and asked me if I wanted to take the offering down to the front I was like eh then kind just walked off after my mum I didn't really understand him until I got to my seat then I was oh but yea it was too late for me to go back and do that so I just sat there. My new baby cousin J is the cutest little thing, they splashed holy water onto his forehead the priest said he had a look that said why are you pouring this wet stuff on my head? Followed by get it off get it off!! He stated crying after that as babies do xD.  

I should probably mention since we are talking about a religious ceremony, I don't believe in organised religion  I do believe in god but that’s as far as my beliefs go, my mum and myself are Agnostic (my dad’s an atheist and so is my older brother). I have no problem with religious people as long as they don't force their beliefs onto other people. I have gone though baptism and all that as a part of my primary school years, yea I'm a former catholic school girl xD

But anyway back to what I was saying before I got sidetracked  xD I have never seen so many young kids in such a small place before, it was all young families with children there. My family sat in front of a family with 9 kids 5 of which were sick!, if your children are sick they should be at home resting or playing video games in a pillow fort surrounded by blankets, they wouldn't understand the religious ceremony any ways so it wouldn't be a loss for them. 

 

The little after party was kind of weird; it was at this really nice bar/restaurant place called "The Chase". It was weird  for me because my former head of house was there as well she apparently is friends with my aunty I thought I was seeing things at first until E came up to me and said hello. The priest was there too I've never been to a religious thing where the priest comes along to the little celebration after woods it was kind of cool. 

(let’s call the priest L) L is a pretty nice guy he is 73 and has a glass eye; it fell out why he was talking to my dad and me.  which was gross but kind of cool too I have never seen what's behind the eye before in person so I was grossed and intrigued by it xD. L was like hold on and he just reach down and plopped it right back in the socket and continue talking O_o. L was asking me about my course of studies and asked me if I would be interested in making a modern twist on vestments (priest robes) I said maybe because I didn’t know  what a vestment was I thought he said investments at first xD. L wished me well with my studies and future endeavours over all L has got to be one of the most down to earth priests I have ever talked to.

I got a few compliments on the dress I was wearing it was a light purple shear dress with a tight fitted bodice and with shear flounces for the skirt. I also got compliments on my hair mainly because I haven't seen the family on my dad’s side in a year so the last time they saw me I had my natural hair colour black-brown at shoulder length so they had a surprise when I walked into to  the chapel with short violet hair xD

That’s about it I am sick today again I caught whatever those kids had <.<, I'll do a separate post for intake later,

Lots of Love,

                    Anna <3

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@S- Who doesn’t love Tim Burton movies ^__^

I'm back!! n_n (part one)

Hello lady's and gentleman,
sorry for the lack of blog posts all I can say is a lot can happen in 7 days xD

first off I should tell you I've passed my practical exams~!! I've competed my dress I mentioned a while ago, that was my practical assessment for sewing and pattern-making. The dress is complete but still needs a bit of work for Fashion Week competition in my opinion its Gothic but not Tim Burton enough xD it needs something but I don't know what >__<. Ill show you photos when I find my camera its purple with black lace details, its really tall and a size 6. I don't really like the idea of models been so thin I really would prefer a healthy size model but for this competition it must be size 6 ... but the main things is I PASSED~!! :DDD

I lost 3kg/6lbs due the stress of it all xD another class mate lost 10kg yea this is not unhealthy at all, we were under a time limit for the dress so you kind of forget to eat let a lone sleep just sewing to you basically drop to the floor. Its fun making the dress but not very healthy that we all lost weight due to stress of it all. in regards to intake I have no idea what I ate over the last seven days but I currently weigh 61kgs/134lbs the only meal I really remember eating is dinner but I don't remember what we had <.<

continue to part two