I'm back!! n_n (part two)

(Part one here)
Supanova (Pop culture convention)was a lot of fun for the most part.staturday was mostly spent waiting in line for Tom Feltons/Draco Malfoys autograph. Things I've learnt while waiting in line for Tom Felton/Draco Malfoy autograph. It can take two hours to eat lunch, although if I was him and I saw the large mob of people waiting for him I would take 2 hour  to eat my lunch too. I feel sorry for him the amount of people that was waiting to see him was ridiculous, he deserves a holiday after all these conventions. A lady behind me in line pretty much knew every small detail about his life and was trying to get out of one of the volunteers to tell her where he was staying so she could go stalk  him (if Tom  Feltons goes missing she is to blame). made a couple of mates while waiting in line  for his autograph played paddy-cake with a lot of people. made jokes about what we might ask him when we got his autograph. He was worth the wait, he was a real gentleman he apologised for making as wait and was rather nice guy to talk to ^__^

Axel - Kingdom hearts 2 (console game)

In regard to the "for the most part", my ex was being a complete bitch towards me. (lets call her A)  A dragged my best Friend away from me on Sunday, I understand the reason why but still I didn't see her again for seven hours so yea don't know how I feel about my best Friend at the moment but I do believe her when she said she did try to find me. I had fun with my other close Friend G and his girlfriend S. S is the cutest and shyest girl you could ever meet she was to shy to talk to me directly so she kept talking to me through G if any of you know who Hinata is from Naruto she is exactly like her only even shyer. 

 Grell - Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler (Japanese anime/manga)

On Sunday I cosplayed Grell from Kuroshitsuji/Black butler it was a lot of fun, I had two Sebastian's following me instead of the other way round xD. on Saturday I dressed up as Axel from Kingdom hearts 2 again a lot of fun my wig fell apart about mid day, my ex made fun of it on FB, but what can I say I run out of hair spray there was no way I could fix it at the con anyways so :P. I bumped into Demxy and Shion I met at Waicon earlier in the year and again had a lot of fun joking around/catching up. the cosplay competition was a lot of fun to watch, John our MC is always a laugh to watch perform. John and the crowd made Drew one of the stage hands take his shirt off and got us to say "sexy sexy drew" xDD so funny, he had a six pack he is the cutest Asian boy I saw all weekend. I got followed by Harley Quinn all day and didn't realise it xD she wanted my photo and I wanted a hug from her, I found her in the end and got a hug and she got her photo :) overall it was a good weekend with a few mishaps ^__^

 Hinata - Naruto (Japanese anime/manga)

and that what I have been doing these last seven days that is note worthy for here.

hope you are all well and have had a good weekend :)
Lots of love,
            Anna <3

I'm back!! n_n (part one)

Hello lady's and gentleman,
sorry for the lack of blog posts all I can say is a lot can happen in 7 days xD

first off I should tell you I've passed my practical exams~!! I've competed my dress I mentioned a while ago, that was my practical assessment for sewing and pattern-making. The dress is complete but still needs a bit of work for Fashion Week competition in my opinion its Gothic but not Tim Burton enough xD it needs something but I don't know what >__<. Ill show you photos when I find my camera its purple with black lace details, its really tall and a size 6. I don't really like the idea of models been so thin I really would prefer a healthy size model but for this competition it must be size 6 ... but the main things is I PASSED~!! :DDD

I lost 3kg/6lbs due the stress of it all xD another class mate lost 10kg yea this is not unhealthy at all, we were under a time limit for the dress so you kind of forget to eat let a lone sleep just sewing to you basically drop to the floor. Its fun making the dress but not very healthy that we all lost weight due to stress of it all. in regards to intake I have no idea what I ate over the last seven days but I currently weigh 61kgs/134lbs the only meal I really remember eating is dinner but I don't remember what we had <.<

continue to part two

Just a Quick little update ^__^

I think I’ve done well in my first two practical exams so far just three more to go, then a month long break... :)  Can't wait no more 14 hour days for a whole month~!!

Today I felt like a secretary, a mature women with a thick foreign accent asked me where the beautician class rooms were so I had to direct her to the section of classrooms behind the block I was on (made me feel quite useful ^__^). My mate and I bought red nose day noses , the student group that organised it accidentally ordered too many noses so they were going from classroom to classroom trying to get rid of the excess noses xD. The group came into our classroom without knocking, twice our lecture was not amused but she did buy one after telling them off for interrupting our practical examination. I should mention the noses are for Red nose day Australia which is a part of Comic Relief with the profits raised going to research into Sudden Infant Death Syndrome and other causes.

That’s pretty much my day,now you know the general area of the world I'm typing to you from :)

My Intake

Tuesday

Breakfast:

McCain’s pizza pocket-250cals

Lunch:

 Hot chocolate- 40cals

Small bread roll with turkey meat-153cals

Dinner:

 4 slices of pizza-786cals

Total: 1211cals

Burned:

4 hour long walk (broken up into two hour chunks)-975cals

Left over: 236cals

Wednesday

Breakfast:

Hot chocolate- 40cals

Lunch:

 Chips and gravy-406cals

Dinner:

Left over pizza-786cals

Total: 1232cals

Burned:

Walking up and down stairs 30 minutes-258cals

2 and half hour long walk (about 6km)-748cals

Left over: 229cals

Thursday

Breakfast:

Small wedges-51cals

Lunch:

Dare ice coffee- 210cals

Dinner:

Two tiny pieces of lasagne-88cals

Small amount of homemade chips117cals

Small glass of orange juice-55cals

Dessert :( reward for surviving 1st week of exams)

Chocolate Aero bar 240cals

Total: 762cals

Burned:

2 hour long walk (5km)-745cals

Walking up and down stairs for 45minutes- 387cals

Left over: minus 370cals :)

Yea I know I broke my goal of this week by eating that Aero bar, but at least I ate mostly healthy for most of the week so far...

 

Thanks for reading,

                     Lots of Love Anna<3

cant belive its monday night already xD

Good evening/afternoon/morning/mid day/mid night or what ever time it may be where ever you are,
~I am current doing my practical exams at the moment , so I wont be on here for the rest of the week...
can't really believe its mid year already where did the other months go? xD

but any who my weekend was spent watching Tim Burton movies, finishing off two overdue portfolios and drafting the pattern for my dress, buying fabric/trims/zips.. helping a mate start/finish her cosplay... and finding the time to study for my exams this week.. lets hope I pass somehow ^__^

Just a short little update on my friend Mika's first dosage of chemo, just to let you know it went okay. A group of mates and I visited had a little get together in her hospital room afterwards, so yea every things going alright so far...

on to Intake, (Warning: may cause some cravings!)

Saturday:

-Breakfast
 1/3 a Vanilla cupcake (I know naughty) - 35cals
-Lunch
pizza pocket-250cals
1/3 Dare ice coffee-53cals
-Afternoon Snack (craving)
 -cadbury cream egg- 150cals
-Dinner
 chicken kiev - 241cals
mcCain French fries- 120cals
-Dessert
1/3 M&Ms- 25cals

Total-949cals
Burned-373cals (walking)
Left over-576cals

Sunday:

-Breakfast

 pizza pocket-250cals

-Lunch

2 hash browns

diet coke-cola-1.5cals

-Dinner

 lemon and lime soda-170cals

-Dessert (couldn't get out of this one, my mum cut my a slice and handed it to me..)

chocolate cheese cake - 720cals

Total (cant believe I ate this much)- 1623

Burned - 745cals 2hr long walk

Left over - 874cals

Monday:

-Breakfast
 pizza pocket-250cals
lg glass of OJ-110cals
-Lunch
1/3pumpkin soup- 50cals
2 slices of white bread-106cals
-Afternoon Snack
Lg hot chocolate- 40cals
M&Ms- 36cals
-Dinner
chicken kiev -241cals
mcCain French fries- 120cals

Total-1015
Burned-517cals from walking for an 1hr and a half
Left over-498cals

Goal for this week don't eat dessert or junk food in general~!!

Thanks for reading,
             love Anna<3

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@QraZee- Thanks :)

Intake and life in general

Thursday, was a lot better than the last couple of days. My lecturer loves my design she gave me  homework which is to watch the movie " The Nightmare Before Christmas", my all time favourite movie. My lecturer wants everyone in 2nd year to enter into fashion week.  I cant wait this is something I've been wanting to do since 1st year I can't believe its finally happening ^__^ I'm entering my design into the costume couture category that's the main reason I've been asked to watch my all time favourite movie :). The requirement for this category is that the garment must be based around a film/theatre/music production from any era, so Tim Burton movie marathon here I come :)

My Intake

Thursday

-Breakfast: nothing

-Lunch: small wedges and sour cream -111cals

water-0cals

-Dinner: tiny bit of chicken and home made chips - 166cals

half a sm glass of max cola - 75cals

-Desert: (reward for finishing all my homework)

cadbury cream egg -150cals

total -502cals
burned:
up and down stairs for 30minutes -256cals
walking uphill to a mates house and back - 75cals
walking to and from uni - 279cals
left over:  minus 110cals (yay)

Friday
Breakfast: 4 weet bix with milk - 578cals
Lunch: really unhealthy take away -1360cals (major binge)
Dinner: nothing

total: 1938cals
burned:
went for a really really long 3 hour walk after the take away - 1118cals
light cleans when I eventually got home - 80cals
left over:783cals

Friday was mostly spent doing homework nothing really interesting happened, so yea...

thanks for reading,
               lots of love Anna<3

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@lulu- thanks for your support, sorry to hear about the 8 year old boy you use to baby sit, hope he is doing well

i feel like a bloody Psychologist at the moment....

Yesterday two friends of mine got into a stupid fight, (let’s call them B and k) K was annoyed because B didn't hug them when they greeted each other, K didn’t say anything until B was on her way to my house. She sent her an angry text asking why B didn’t hug her when they bumped into each other. So B sent her a reply along the lines of "you told me you didn't like been hugged, I would have hugged you if you asked...” so K got even angrier because she disagrees with that statement. So now there friendship is in ruins over of all things not receiving a hug.

Now to explain why I feel like a Psychologist because of this, due to the fact that K has chronic depression (diagnosed when she for 13). I've known K since we were small children so I understand a lot of her mood swings and random burst of anger. B has only really been close to her for half a year and I do not think B realised that K has depression or no one has told her. So I had to explain to her that although she is pushing her away, it’s in relation to her depression it’s not  exactly what she really wants and when she calms down and rationally thinks about this K may realise that it’s not worth destroying a friendship over. People do make mistakes this is a part of life, so I had to cheer B up and explain to her, what depression actually is and what its effects on moods and so forth are so that she may understand next time what is really going on when she starts getting angry/annoyed or suddenly switches to extremely happy in 5 seconds flat.

After which K pretty much took her anger out on me, after I asked how her day was. but that's okay I know she was just venting at me, not actually angry at me. she knows ill listen to her and try to help her with any problems she may be having. So yea that’s why I feel like a Psychologist at the moment...I know way too much about mental disorders...

Yesterday ended with one of my close friends Mika been diagnosed with childhood leukaemia at 16, we all kind of knew in the back of our minds this was coming but it was still quite a shock to actually know what was making her so sick and tired for such a long time. Especially after just last year with another girl we both knew and were close to, Bec died from the same turmoil illness at 15, she didn't even make it to her 16th birthday. Mika will be starting chemo this weekend. At the moment the cancer is not life threatening but that can change... I just pray it doesn't, I really don’t want to lose her as well...

today she decided to cut her gorgeous long hair, short as it will fall out over time with the chemo... it makes me so sick and angry that kids younger than me are dying from horrible illnesses, abuse etc.. I just wish this would stop happening only last year Bec died I don’t want to lose another friend to cancer it’s just wrong they are both so young it’s just not right....

ill post an update on my intake and such later I'm just not in the mood to do so at the moment...
thanks for reading,
          lots of love Anna<3

Monday and Tuesday

I have uni twice a week at the moment as we are near the end of term which would mean most of my classes are ending for the holidays (yay holidays!). so I have a five day weekend between the only two days I'm at uni, so yesterday and today were weekend days for me, I ended up having a close friend sleep over to do some sewing for a cosplay event we have in 2 weeks. this would mean I ate unhealthy yesterday and part of today.

Yesterday intake~

-breakfast 
half chicken 2 minute noodles - 160cal
cadbury hot chocolate -  60cal
-lunch
large glass of coke-cola - 140cal
-Dinner
3 slices of beef with gravy - 317cal
2 hash browns - 260cal
tiny portion of seasoned chips - 160cal
steamed baby carrots - 35cal
large glass of coke-cola - 140cal
Desert(oh joy)
2 small scoops of cadbury vanilla ice cream -  238cal
total=1510 cal..
burned - 199cals walking and 551cals cleaning
= 869cals left over

as for today intake-

-Breakfast
cadbury hot chocolate - 60cal
-lunch
-small chips- 200cal
3/4s a large coke-cola  - 105cal
-dinner
home-made mash potatoes - 237cal
glass of orange juice - 111cals
total=713cals
burned - 354cals walking 7.7km threw out the day (I use a pokemon pedometer to count the steps)
= 359cal left over..

(For those wondering how I worked the calories out for the above I use a site called dailyburn which calculates everything from calories to exercise)

After my friend left I decided to weigh myself, the last time I was on the scales was 4 or 5 weeks ago I was 64.9kg/143.08lbs at the time. According to the scales today I weigh 64kg/141.09lbs exactly which made me rather happy :) and now that I've updated you on my life I'm going to go finish my assignments..

thanks for reading,
            ~love Anna <3

Intro of sorts

I've always been insecure about my body ever since my final years of primary school, the "popular" girls always bullied me heavily pointing out my flaws and laughing about them. this lead me to stare at my reflection in the mirror for hours, looking at the flaws these girls had pointed out about my body . high school was quite the same even though it wasn't heavy, for most of it I only weighed 32 kg (70lbs), I had long hair that reached past my bottom, but I cut it off because I couldn't take the consent bullying I received because of it, I never really ate lunch or recesses at school I always gave it away to Friends.

things were alot better after I graduated high school, until I went out with my first boyfriend then I started to hate my body just a little bit more, up until I broke up with him over some things I wont mention here encase he somehow finds this blog.I cut my hair even shorter after we broke up instead of doing something I knew I would regret later on.

I've put on a lot of weight since then 32kg more to be exact (64kg/142lbs), (mostly due to my former girlfriends, mother who was really insistent on giving me large portions because of how small I apparently looked to her.),  I can no longer see my ribs but I can still see my hip bones which does make me slightly happy about my body but only slightly. I wish to one day see my ribs poking threw my skin again as they did in high school...

I'm currently studying fashion design and really do feel like the biggest girl in my class, it hurts allot to be the heaviest girl out of my group of friends I have at uni, I don't really feel I belong in this course with all theses size 0 girls surrounding me day in day out. I'm currently completing my 2nd year of study and just don't feel like I belong with these girls, don't get me wrong I adore the course this is what I want to do as a career I just feel that in order to fit in with this career path I've chosen I need to lose the weight I've gained since my last relationship...

random facts about me you might be interested in knowing:-

- I have short violet hair and hazel eyes
- I love winter, the rain, the cold and everything about the season
- I am a cosplayer (follow the link if you don't understand)
- I am a bit of a geek I love anime/manga and gaming when I have the time
- I adore Japanese fashion and hair styles
- I love dressing up
- I am Bisexual
- I love to paint and draw
- I love the outdoors
- smiles and compliments always make my day (even if I don't fully believe them)
- I have dyslexia so pleases excuse any spelling or gramma mistakes I may have not noticed in my posts..

blog post inspired by .Until The End.

~thanks for reading :),
             lots of love Anna xoxo